im here to blog! because someone ask me to

just came back for regeneration camp!
it was awesome
i love the PnW we had as a district.. really felt awesome
God really spoke to me.. I've learnt a lot
well.. this tells me more of truth telling..
LET'S ALL BUILD A STRONG COMMUNITY TOGETHER!
i was in the games comm! REALLY COOL COMMITTEE
i love the night games.. when i acted as the ghost..
SOOOO GLAD that many ppl got scared by me! HAHA
ghost of the year
at the same time.. mosquitoes kept biting me..
IRRITATING.
photos all in FB!

practically sat in front of the com the whole day.. LOL
but now im going off to STUDY!
fell sick though..
hope can get well soon!
sian
see ya all soon:)

loves

btw, thanks bestie! you rock! share with me your stuffs ok! dun hide it to yourself.. jiayou! must stay strong in God and nv give up. GOD SEES YOUR HEART AND HE WILL BLESS YOU YEAH! chickenlittle always here for you! love ya bestie!(:

during the whole camp i was praying for you. really hope you would get better and smile more often. really hope that you would be the cheerful one forever yeah! jiayou for your studies and nv give up. i really wanna help you thru in all things because it hurts to see you this way yeah. i miss talking to you and meet up soon. loveyou

hey im blogging! (abit like once in a blue moon)

anyway.. this few days been going back school..
for lessons and stuffs
FINALLY NO MORE
can have more rest ba
awesome after all these things..
IM GONNA STUDY!
o level is really near

yesterday went sentosa with bestie and khairi ( joan was late)
didnt manage to get tanned.. :(
super sad.
but im gonna go there again to get tanned! COOL!
should start asking ppl..

msn-ed with alicia..
SHE DAMN FUNNY SIA
okok we bring books go northeast camp study
PROMISE must protect me hor!
i'll do the same to you yeah!
HAHA SANTA!

spent my morning practicing for talent time..
HOPE can get in man!
dance still a bit cmi sia!

anyway bestie, i love the HTHT with you!
IT WAS AWESOME.
thanks elf ears yeah
you are always there for me and always helping me..
really very touched by things you've done
come my hse more often ok!
we study study!
and apologies.. i know sometimes im pure irritating :(
go out together soon! WWW
LOVE YOU BESTIE!
YOU ARE AWESOME REALLY!

today, practically enjoyed the fellowship with my unit..
got to know more ppl and its totally a fun thing!
thanks st nics and phs peeps.
you've made this lg a great one!
LET's remember this : LEMON
HAHAH!

2moro ID2010 conference, looked forward :)
because ive been wanting to learn more abt discipleship..

Olevel chi coming..
studied for many weeks le..
BUT NTH SEEMS TO GO IN AT ALL!
sian.
kao God le
BLESS ME WITH WISDOM, i wanna shine for you!
gosh, this sucks man
wtb i guessed wont be using com 2moro and sun..
MUG CHINESE!
GO!GO!GO!
sian

yeah, gonna visit mdm loke on mon..
YES! hope she getting better la.
and maybe gonna stay over at bestie hse?
hope can man

anyway wanna leave some msg for some ppl,

wenzhen:

hey thank God for you for being so committed to Deyi.. without you, Deyi wont be where it is today. yeah though the group might be unstable now but trust me it will grow, more and more. you know why? cause God sees your heart and desire to want this group to grow. you showed it thru your actions! this is why im so touched by you. you gave your all for me even though i might ignore you at times. YET you still didnt give up. you really are someone i looked up too. DUN GIVE UP. Deyi really needs you to be there. remember you are the chosen one!
this is what i always tell you.. When the group is not doing well, it is the starting of a new growth. And when your group is at the peak, God will bring you down the hill to visit another mountain!

this is what i think God wanna tell you.

bestfriend:

hey! thanks for always being there for me! without you, there would be a empty hole in me. you really gave ur best for me. you have been tolerating with my nonsense, mood swings etc. thanks for doing all those! i really look forward to each time we get to see each other because every time we would have sooooo much fun and laughter together!belle, i dunno how life would be like without such a great friend like you. i want to always be there for you yeah! always remember, dun look down on urself. see that huge potential in u! trust me, you are more than what you think u are. thanks for everything. LIFETIME FRIEND!

chickenlittle:

thanks for being the energy in this race. you bring smile to me and you are awesome!

thats all..
bye peeps! see u after O's!
PRAY FOR DISTINCTION FOR ME!
im gonna defeat O's
give me discipline to do my revision!
WISDOM!

loves

wa havent been using blog nor facebook

oh well got back results.
thank God i didnt do well, if not i'll be overtaken by complacency
let it be a wake up call for me..
NOT 'O' Level yet.
time to study liao

UDC, capt ball-ed
wah won third.. well better than nth..
quite sad cause thought with our fighting spirits can win
POSEIDON WON FIRST LEH! CHAMPIONS MAN!
oh man, old injury came back.
knee hurts

lunched with khairi and wanying
went back to school for rehearsal..
DAMN. its draining my energy.
settle some sc stuffs.
THANK GOD

Life is great when you have a best friend who tolerates you.
its great to have this kinda ppl with you..
THANKS AH

thanks chickenlittle, for cheering my day up man..

loves

it hurts seeing you getting hurt.. SMILE!!!

i realised i didnt post for april fool.. OH WELL
mrs gruber totally cute sia.. we 'locked' the door told her and she really believe..
OH FUNNY! the nineologists would know what exactly happened..
same day, i realised how important EQ is SERIOUSLY.
i started to grew hatred to ppl with high IQ but low EQ. ( OH GOD! make me love them)
THEY ARE PPL WHO SERIOUSLY ARE IRRITATING.
no offence oh well

funfunfriday was great. ENJOYED THERE! photos? FACEBOOK. saya lazy upload.
MY GROUP WON SECOND! GREAT!
stayed till 11 at ecp then headed home..

sun service.. USHERED. chaotic though..
all i could say to the word spoken was yes and amen..
COOL!

had e learning today.. was great..
WENT FOR LIFEGROUP!
i had this excitement..
chaired.. hope it was great.. but i personally think it was good..
played guitar for worship.. oh man i think i didnt do very well..
but at least i gave my best..
THANK GOD no big screw up..
met wenzhen after lifegroup..
had short teaching and she started 'supervising ' me..
oh damn she stared at me doing my work. LIKE A LION GONNA EAT A SHEEP LIKE THAT
wa i seriously damn sian liao she still kept pushing me.. PERHAPS WHEN O LEVEL IS NEARING.. THIS IS WHAT I GONNA EXPERIENCE.
this is crazy
ELINE TAN LI TONG DID HER WORK!
i complete some of it.. surprisingly?

been feeling like lots of things to accomplish. hw, proj,proposal and stuffs.. I REALLY WISH TO RUN AWAY FROM THESE THINGS. damn this really sucks. i dunno if i should let you know abt this.. but i think i'll keep it for the moment.. dun wish for another of it happen again..i do wonder if i regretted on the choice... but well what's made have been made.. hate this feeling. i always look at you.. then realised how much i was disappointed.. because i cant go thru what you had :( i really need someone presence.. someone who im really comfortable with everything.. I CAN BE MYSELF BEFORE YOU. i can tell you everything.. BUT difficult.. i felt the feeling of emptiness, loneliness and even lost.. OH A PIECE OF SHIT CAN! i'm really running abt not knowing where im running to. how i wish to cry everything out..

oh jerk, you destroyed my happiness once and now again. WHEN ARE YOU GONNA DISAPPEAR FROM MY LIFE! i can forgive but nv forget. hypocrite! get lost! i believe God will punish you for what you have done. you really suck seriously. no rights to insults! GET OUT!

even if you don't want, i'll protect you from everything. i'll give you what you need' i'll be there for you. i'll put genuine smiles on your face. i'll help you thru your troubles. i'll pull you up in your down-est time. i'll hold your hand to give you warmth. i'll go thru everything with you. i'll give you my best. i'll wait here for you. i'll love you with all my heart and strength. because you are the special one.

loves