yeah. changed blogskin.. ADDED MUSICS most importantly..
dun sound so dead though half of the time my blog is dead

haha went for CLC1 today..
today enjoyed it..
most importantly i was reminded of sth..
yeah THANK GOD
i totally enjoyed the poison bottle game..
LEARNT A LOT

2moro going to school for another council meet
great opportunity to prove myself wrong
gonna settle orientation stuffs..
now left my part.. stressed :X
after that going deena hse for sec 3 bonding bbq..
YEAH! LOOK FORWARD (:

prompted of two verses..

Matthew 5:43-48 (The Message)
43-47"You're familiar with the old written law, 'Love your friend,' and its unwritten companion, 'Hate your enemy.' I'm challenging that. I'm telling you to love your enemies. Let them bring out the best in you, not the worst. When someone gives you a hard time, respond with the energies of prayer, for then you are working out of your true selves, your God-created selves. This is what God does. He gives his best—the sun to warm and the rain to nourish—to everyone, regardless: the good and bad, the nice and nasty. If all you do is love the lovable, do you expect a bonus? Anybody can do that. If you simply say hello to those who greet you, do you expect a medal? Any run-of-the-mill sinner does that.
48"In a word, what I'm saying is, Grow up. You're kingdom subjects. Now live like it. Live out your God-created identity. Live generously and graciously toward others, the way God lives toward you."

John 10:11-18 (New International Version)
11"I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep. 12The hired hand is not the shepherd who owns the sheep. So when he sees the wolf coming, he abandons the sheep and runs away. Then the wolf attacks the flock and scatters it. 13The man runs away because he is a hired hand and cares nothing for the sheep.
14"I am the good shepherd; I know my sheep and my sheep know me— 15just as the Father knows me and I know the Father—and I lay down my life for the sheep. 16I have other sheep that are not of this sheep pen. I must bring them also. They too will listen to my voice, and there shall be one flock and one shepherd. 17The reason my Father loves me is that I lay down my life—only to take it up again. 18No one takes it from me, but I lay it down of my own accord. I have authority to lay it down and authority to take it up again. This command I received from my Father."


amen. GOD IS awesome! hallelujah

woah. really excited for CLC1 later
really look forward in learning new stuffs:)

yesterday is the past.
2moro is the future.
today is the present.

i should treat everyday that im living as a gift.
humans tend to bring yesterday to today.
and today to 2moro.
we live life without JOY
sad to say im those that always do that
i let my past happenings affect what i am doing to do.
like i told myself..
since it is a rotten apple, it shall be a rotten apple.
but i didnt know whats better for the rotten apple.
i knew it could do sth else.

my feelings on issues are affecting what im thinking now.
but one thing i knew..
i have an issue
LOL

i want to get rid of my mess now.
in no mood in doing anything on it.
INCLUSIVE OF HOMEWORK
out to change this?
i need somewhere to keep the mess

feel like getting a ipod
put music in and blast them..
listen to songs make me feel better sometimes..

best medication for headache and frustration
bang your head on the wall
and i'll stay forever unconscious of them.
running away from reality

hey guys here to really post more on OBS.
i really had much fun there with those guys..
im in DAGAMA haha.
thank God with Minling and michelle.
first two days is like really.. BORING! haha
i meant.. we felt..
haha but enjoyed it as learning days..
third day was kayaking..
with michelle and sean..
as you know.. once again.. light.....
opps i dint say anything
went back to school on forth day for COE..
DANG
fifth day was the sort it out day..
all our unhappiness was left in pulau ubin
really.
heard that there will be a 2 bravo outing.
hope to be able to join you..
:D

alrights. done for that,
eh.. time was rather like passing by..
i didnt knew what i had really done for the past few weeks.
dang nv study for a few weeks le.
SHIT i gonna be a nerd

its been a while since i really had the time to sit down..
die.. i feel that i need God to shift me back to the right direction..
felt so lost.
300plus more days to o level.
trust me it will come and past soon.
DANG!
PLACE GOD IN FIRST PRIORITY
WORRY FOR WHAT?
but i cant stop it.

oh well. i really need some time to sit down and relax!
anyway SORRY BELLE. I MISS iT. hope ya understand.
man. i miss so many dumb ppl..
the chicken.. WAIMEI.
the pig.. BELLE
the laughing bag.. CHRISTINA
the smile-ful girl.. MINLING
the other chicken.. MINJI
the bangla.. ETHEL
the rabbit.. REGINA
the yoshi owner.. JOONTONG

if your name doesnt appear up there..
its either i forgot
or i just simply saw you or sees you every single week
oh boy these ppl played a part in my life some sort or the other..
left sth inspiring in me.
put sth memorable in my mind that i cant forgot
there is even random names..

2moro got class chalet..
but joining them on 2nd day..
haha really look forward to it..
though my whole group of friends didnt go..
i pray they will at least go for a while?
please! just join..
i feel so sad
i wanna go cause i wanna see those friends that hasnt been meeting..
wanna know and catch up with them
oh boy..

byee off i go do qt..
leaving the photos below..

yeah been back from OBS for quite a few days..
but everyday were bust
TODAY COE.
nice i always like the m&d performance

2moro alumni camp..
look forward to it because we are gonna be exposed to new things..
EH dun get the wrong msg..
i meant sth else!!!

post photos and experience in OBS sometimes..

LASTLY..

I LOVE MY BESTFRIEND!!!!! :)

i didnt knew that it would happen to me.
so shocking that my emotions were affected
even my spiritual life
i even showed the weak side of me..
DANG
i hate that feeling
troubled by everything
it has somewhat became a numb feeling

but thank God
ppl around has been motivating me to do well.
no matter how cui my life is now
but i still choose to praise and worship Jesus
i knew he would have the solution to all my probs
God is more than enough for me now.

O LORD, i pray to you to bring down all these
i trust in you!!
i trust in you!!
i really hate them.
i hate all these that had happened to me
but i will still trust in you
i will love you to the end of my life

when the things around me or my whole life come crashing down.
the only person i could trust is God

here i am to update!! i bet no one has the perseverance to finished reading this.

the past week of preparation for EOY is over.
i started the preparation a month ago.. but it seems that i dunno anything still
EOY was a total flung!
come on.. i pass jiu happy liao.. dun bother abt distinction anymore

this exam period was really a test of faith.
i could have given up many things but i didnt.
i believe God will still continue to bless me..

in this exam period too.. many things had happened..
really. they were overwhelming.
to a certain point, i nearly give up.
be it for related to exams problems or not.. all came.
i couldnt handle most well

now its after exams.. thought all problems would be gone..
but i was too naive.. more came.
but one thing i cant understand is..
why must human lie?
just because they dun want others to know the truth..
i admit. i do lie.. humans are imperfect.
but at least i wont lie abt sth serious..
i would want the truth instead
sometimes i thought.. after you lied..
forget abt telling the truth.
SINCE YOU HAVE ALREADY HURT SOMEONE OR FAKED ABT STH.
FORGET ABT IT
if you choose to not tell the truth in the first place.. then dun tell at all.

i only just know.. i dun have sooooooooo much love to forgive and forgive and forgive again and again.
this is why im a human.
i tried to forgive over again.. but this time round i couldnt.
OH LORD! Help Me!
ive been tied down by humongous problems..
but none seems to go away..

sometimes i do wonder.. am i the one causing troubles?
i think so.

ppl speak untrue stuffs on me..
FOR WHAT?
come on got courage say in front of me..

i mean this world is full of imperfect ppl..
but i must continue to love them..
im trying man!

i went back reading Corinthians for qt again..
cause i think i really have to built up in the area called
LOVE
thank God.. He is constantly talking to me!

grads ceremony was last fri
sad sec 4s graduate le
miss you guys lots ya!

anyway enough of talking abt these
HAPPY STUFFS!
i bought a guitar!!!
on my way to become cg guitarist!
oh man so excited..
but i got blisters on my fingers.. OUCH
but i believe.. hard work pays..
my guitar is married to huixuan's one!!!

Thank God for Chris
for pei-ing me go buy guitar
teaching me many things

thank God for Jasmine
thank you for encouraging me..
THAT CARD WAS SO SWEET! :D

thank God for Wenzhen
she is still doing her best..
FOR EVERYTHING
giving her bests to her sheeps
loving everyone as still

thank God for Emily
she is still giving her very best to NEA2
and encouraging me when im down!
helping me too

lastly thank God for Belle
helping me throughout my exams seasons and getting ppl to join church!
bringing joy and happiness to my life!
making me not so stress

Lord, i thank you for these people and what you have done in my life
i will continue be faithful to You.

Enjoy And Desire God's Blessings Everyday

woah fantastic.. im here today blogging.
rare chances..
haha lol

just wanna blog.. have the sudden urge to do it but..
I SHOULDNT BE DOING THIS!
i have to endure 6 more days till the end of exams..
just had both language paper 1.. was rather fine..
math MY GOSH! im so scared now.. its easy.. but all of a sudden i forgot how to do..
What the....
SS was a complete flung for SBQ.. wa die.. history have to do well.
come on amath paper on mon.. i dun wanna flung it like last time anymore..
THE FEELING REALLY SUX.

oh well cant wait for exams to end off immediately.
UNDER TREMENDOUS STRESS till i went literally crazy
CAMPS AND CAMPS AND CAMPS COMING UP!!!
really look forward to them esp church cap and OBS!!!
lol really excited..

going guitar shopping after exams with Chris?
hope he wont forget!
cause now im so excited for it..
really hope i can play it!
OH MAN!

anyway today service was great..
sermon was short but meaningful..
the whole of Nehemiah series really struck me a lot..
i really wanna post all my feelings out but...
LAZY
i played with jasmine and somehow got a cut..
i dunno how but.. after i realised it..
it is really a mini cut though..
went home with huixuan and we talked alot
really glad that she has indirectly inspired me a lot..
she pushes me to the next level.. THANKS MAN
4 by the end of this year!!!!

was revising amath.. but sidetracked..
damn i wanna concentrate all 2moro..

really inspired by the quote i saw on the advertisement..
"Tough times don't last but tough people do."
i think God want to tell me to continue persevere on..
despite the fact that thousands of problems are coming..
but God knows i can overcome them..

THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING!
hallelujah PRAISE THE LORD!